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Even after I left Nabeelah's place, I still have the belief that she may change her mind. Firstly, I knew she really loves me and I don't think she can get married to another man. Secondly, she is a lady known for a strong Aqeedah, her Imaan in Allah may make her re- consider me.
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I asked some sisters in our masjid to plead to her on my behalf, because I believed in heart-to-heart talk but I guessed Nabeelah was smarter, I was told that she asked them to swear by Allah that they will accept me If they were in her shoes, but none of them was able to give her answer.
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I losed the hope of having her back on a day I called her and she asked ''Please who am I talking with?'', then I knew that she had deleted my contact from her phone, she also deleted Abdur Rahmaan's contact. I knew she had started to hate me, I have to leave her alone.
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Life was not easy without Nabeelah; I spent my days thinking about her,her beauty, her care, and other virtues she had that I couldn't mention; there was a day I made up my mind to commit suicide but I remembered my parents, I must not waste their efforts, they have been taking care of me since childhood, I must not make them grieve. I also remember Allah's punishment for it, one must not suffer in pain in Dunya and he should also suffer in the hereafter. I accept may fate, It is Allah's decree, who'll argue with him?. I just part to Allah to bless me with a better Muslimah.
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4 missed calls? Why is Nabeelah calling me, I thought she had changed my mind, I quickly called her back.
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Me: Salam alaykum
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Nabeelah: Ja'far, Wa alaykum ssalaam, it is Nabeelah
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Me: Yes, I knew, I didn't delete your contact, even though you deleted mine
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Nabeelah: Am very sorry, I deleted it because I couldn't stand seeing your name, each time I came across your name, my eyes became soaked with tears, I would cry uncontrollably.
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Me: If you have delete mine, why did you delete delete Abdur Rahmaan's contact?
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Nabeelah: There is no how I will see his name without remembering you, since I know you through him.
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Me: Okay, why have you called? Have you change you decision?
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Nabeelah: I haven't change my decision but I have a better offer, I don't know if you'll accept it.
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Me: better offer again? What is the offer?
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Nabeelah: my friend, fatimah, pitied your condition and decided to marry you, She's AA; I didn't ask her to do so, she volunteered herself.
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Fatimah!!! Volunteered to marry me?
How will I marry nabeelah's friend? Moreso, I hate her
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Should I marry fatimah?
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May Allah save us from marriage without love and also from love without marriage.
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May Allah ease our affairs
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